hello!
erm... nothing much today...
know its already the 30th jan and i would like to wish fong jia qi a very very HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
heee...im 2 days older than her.
but she treats me like im younger than her but i dun mind.
haha..
3 days ago, i have received a message from the moe about my posted course and i went into tp, interior architecture and design.
firstly, i thought awhile. how come i chose this course as my 4th choice?
it was 6.11am when i received it..
b4 that i dreamt about my grandma...its kinda weird cos i cant seem to remember wad happened.
i just know i dreamt about her..
usually i can remember most of my dreams...
after that i could not went back to slp becos i know something is not right..
strange feeling..
then, i found out that she passed away at around 3am.

i really missed those days when she come to my house and stay...
she really take good care of me... and i really appreciated it..
i had a great time with her..
many good memories..
but sadly, i couldnt do anything in return when she was bedridden after her 2nd fall ( fractured backbone )
everytime i visit her, wad i could only do is to go close to her ear and tell her its me...
she smiled and hold my hand tiedly..
i was happy that she still remembered me (:
weeks passed, her body just gets weaker and weaker...
she needs oxygen mask to support her breathing and she could not eat but by tube feeding, bedridden, skinny( just skin and bones.. )
she could not talk, she just nod or shoke her head.
when reaching her critical state, her mind went unconcious, left her body remained functioning...
she was struggling, we all could hear her breathing hard.. 103 years of age... strong grandma.. o.o

she was the most wonderful, caring and loving grandmother i ever had..
i will nv forget those times we had together during the past. thank you very much...
u can now rest in peace...

i really cant live on like this..
i have done so many hurtful things during the past.
i cant forgive myself, never

eh...
i think i should change my blog skin.
still look dead..
bye

its going to be the end of monday blues...
erm, i have done nothing much today.
just helping my dad do work assginments like powerpoint, excel blah blah...
tiring...
my dad's good friend came to his office, den my dad ask me to make coffee for his friend.
but arh, somehow i dunno to make coffee. heh...
i anyhow just put.. after his friend left, i went to check the cup.
it was quite empty, he drank quite alot. haha... relieved.
not sure whether he is forcing himself to drink it or he thinks it was ok.
hope he does not have a stomachache. if he does have a stomachache, den thats not good, i will be die! ~ o.O
haiyo... nothing to talk about it. dun wan to crap le.
good night! realised its already tuesday. -.- have a great day ahead! :D

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hello blog viewers!~
sorry about my blog being dead for a quite long time. inconsistentcy...
another new year another new beginning for me...
cos im going poly, probably going tp or np.
its very hard for me to decide wad courses to go and i spent almost 2 days to decide..
my first choice is veterinary technology from tp.
2nd choice is veterinary bioscience from np which is a new course. hopefully i can get in.
its like trying to squeeze myself above the border line.. fingers crossed! X(
3rd choice: biotechnology
4th choice : interior architecture design
5th.... is visual communication from....nyp. ---> yes, its the one and only choice from nyp.
6th is... i dunno. i have forgotten.
but i only remember one of my choices was baking and culinary science from tp.. haha!
probably next time you will see me in one of the bakery shops or some restaurant serving u pastries and yummy cakes! ( NOT GONNA HAPPEN! )
no matter...i hope which ever course i go will have a good start of my poly life and i also hope that i will be able to solve problems i faced in the future.
aheh! jc students have to attend school...some ppl might think going to jc ealier than poly students will feel damn sian.. but dun think like that, study hard and play hard, 2 years will be over very soon and you will be able to go university 1 yr faster than us! ---> (dunno what crap im talking...)

HAHAHA this blog is being revived now!again by me,the mysterious man..
lols signing off,bye..

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herm!~
that previous update was not by me..haha! (:
work work work now.
my legs are tired and aching cos i have to stand for 5-6 hours during work. no chairs provided! o.O but quite fun though..
im currently working as a promoter in taka, help to sell belgian(belgium) chocolates, GALLER.
weiting, sher ren and jing yu are working there too! hee!~

after a week, i have learnt a lot like serving customers, money...., being more confident(important value!) . at the start of work is the most 'sway' and embarrassing dayt for me. haha... didnt want to share them..i obsevered how other people serve customers and see how they try to persuade customers to buy the chocolates. slowly, i tried to serve customers. however i do not dare to persuade customers to buy more...guess i have to try...furthermore, i make a lot of mistakes like counting money...(opps! haha...), cash machine and even said wrong. arh man.. @.@

the chocolates are really nice and you really cant stop eating them!
there are many flavours with different fillings within the chocolates.
there are also simply pain dark chocolates and etc.
mostly, adults would buy the truffles because it is handmade, the truffles contain praline(hazelnut paste) coated with choco powder. when u eat it, u can taste the bitterness of the rich choco powder followed by the sweetness of the praline filling.
though some products are costly but they are worth buying as some were handmade. ^^
for young adults and kids, they would prefer sweet chocolates like white and milk choco. haha.

if you do not know wad to buy for ur families and friends for christmas!~,drop by and take a look. (:

Hey Yo!(: I'm here to revive the blog!!hahaha its been a long time since someone blog so I'm here..The POA students still have to suffer 3 long days in school so Jia You to them (I wonder if anyone of them would see lols..) but anw thanks to 5n1 for all the beautiful memories for the past 5 years,it had been a wonderful part of journey i had in my life and it had a great impact to me,i'm sure to all of you too..Regardless of all the quarrels and people not liking each other,we still get along at times,thats all i have to say,wish all of you good luck in your future endeavors(:

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Name: Chang Yuhui
Age: 18

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SHERREN