hello!
erm... nothing much today...
know its already the 30th jan and i would like to wish fong jia qi a very very HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
heee...im 2 days older than her.
but she treats me like im younger than her but i dun mind.
haha..
3 days ago, i have received a message from the moe about my posted course and i went into tp, interior architecture and design.
firstly, i thought awhile. how come i chose this course as my 4th choice?
it was 6.11am when i received it..
b4 that i dreamt about my grandma...its kinda weird cos i cant seem to remember wad happened.
i just know i dreamt about her..
usually i can remember most of my dreams...
after that i could not went back to slp becos i know something is not right..
strange feeling..
then, i found out that she passed away at around 3am.

i really missed those days when she come to my house and stay...
she really take good care of me... and i really appreciated it..
i had a great time with her..
many good memories..
but sadly, i couldnt do anything in return when she was bedridden after her 2nd fall ( fractured backbone )
everytime i visit her, wad i could only do is to go close to her ear and tell her its me...
she smiled and hold my hand tiedly..
i was happy that she still remembered me (:
weeks passed, her body just gets weaker and weaker...
she needs oxygen mask to support her breathing and she could not eat but by tube feeding, bedridden, skinny( just skin and bones.. )
she could not talk, she just nod or shoke her head.
when reaching her critical state, her mind went unconcious, left her body remained functioning...
she was struggling, we all could hear her breathing hard.. 103 years of age... strong grandma.. o.o

she was the most wonderful, caring and loving grandmother i ever had..
i will nv forget those times we had together during the past. thank you very much...
u can now rest in peace...

Name: Chang Yuhui
Age: 18

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SHERREN